Is that what you mean?
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Today
It was the first time we’ve talked in about a week. When his picture popped up on my phone, my heart dropped about 10 stories while I was at work. I didn’t know if i should pick it up or if i should just let it go, but i thought this was my only chance again to talk to him, to listen to him. I admit, I’ve done some stupid things in our relationship and I’ve taken things like people flirting with me too lightly. I guess, I just don’t think anything of it, maybe I should care more, but i never cared about how many guys were flirting with me, but if the one guy I fell in love with still flirted with me.
I’m sorry for who I’ve become and what my parents think about you. I didn’t mean to move away, I didn’t mean for them to have their opinion that they have about you. Yes, i am a selfish bitch sometimes and don’t think about other peoples feelings but mine, but just like everyone in the world its one of my flaws who makes me the girl you fell in love with from the get go. I don’t want to play a game. I want to be the way we were. We got so giddy over the little things like swinging on campus.
If you only really knew how much it killed me that I didn’t talk to you those few days. How much it killed me to hear today that you got really drunk 3 nights. I’m not trying to be hypocritical. But when a person gets jealous or feels slightly jealous, it just means they care. And I care whether i show it or not.
I really do hope that we get guided back to each other. I really hope that we can work this puzzle out, cause I don’t want to lose my best friend over and over. But until then, I hope you live your life and enjoy it. Don’t worry about me, I’ll watch and wait.



